29 February 2028 @ 08:29 pm
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Current Mood: bouncy
30 August 2010 @ 07:53 pm

Happy Birthday to the ever amazing Matsumoto Jun, also known as Matsufabulous Matsubrows of the Matsumarvellous Matsuface. And body.

(image produced two years ago by yours truly after watching Prof. Matsumoto in the Sakura Sake PV with his shiny white labcoat :D)

Dear Jun-kun,

I thank you so very much because without you, secondary school life for me would have been pretty sad, I think. Thinking back to that faithful time in 2008 (just before the Lunar New Year, if I remember correctly), I actually decided to Google you and download my first piece of Arashi fandomry -- Dream 'A' Live.

But that was not the VERY beginning for us both, oh no. The truth behind my discovery of you and my now eternal love of gay and rainbows lies in a very prominent tv show that has changed their female host unit numerous times since I started watching -- Music Station. I remember I was faithfully waiting for a performance by someone or other, Ken Hirai maybe, when they showed a clip of you in one of the TIME concerts performing Yabai-Yabai-Yabai. And I was in awe. The kind of awe that got me tugging on my brothers' sleeve and going "Loooooook. That's like soooo coooooooo," like the annoying brat my brother still thinks I am (Which I am not, thanks very much).

That performance was the beginning. I didn't even know your name (I'm pretty sure I've called you MatsuMARU Jun before a couple times, which is hilarious, really) until the next time you appeared with the rest of your Rainbow Battalion on MS again. This time to perform Love So Sweet and promote HYD. It was then when I dell on love -- With your perm. Yes. It is true. I fell in love with your perm first. Don't cry for me Matsujun-a~ just know that if I had seen your implants extensions like during Aozora Pedal time I wouldn't be writing this now.

I think it was a good thing that I hated Naked when I first heard it. I tried, really, so HARD to get myself to like it like some of the fangirls do (BECAUSE IDOLS ARE TEH GOD AND CAN DO NO WRONG!), but I couldn't. INSTEAD, I listened to every other track on the album and grew to love all five of your Sparkle Squad's voices as a whole. If I hadn't hated Naked I would have probably kept that one solo and trashed the rest.

Dream 'A' Live was my first step into fandom. Though, technically I watched some of YTM before I knew you or any of your bandmates, back when I hated Nino's hair and thought it looked hideous (NOW LOOK AT ME AND HOW I REACT TO HIM AJFKAHFLAHF). But, Dream 'A' Live was my first official step into LJ! Which is great because of all the great things and people I've found through it. Thanks Jun, you and the Iridescent Crusaders have changed me to become a very happy person.

There have been sad times for me in these last few years, but your group has always been my one thing to fall back on for happiness. And so I thank youu, Matsujun and Arashi for always making my days gayer, mind glittery-er, letting me discover Aiba + Flamethrower, Ni no Arashi, Sho's air muscles, Ohno's amazing choreography, all tge failboats, Rowing Club, Johnny's Sports Day and Countdowns, and basically just the five of you who take up most of my brainspace.

Viva la Diva Matsujun.


Dear Lydia,

I love you a lot a lot alot. You were more or less my first friend in this fandom and basically all of LJ, and I love every single comment and PM and whateer we have exchanged. We have so many things we have in common, from Arashi to living only 4 hours away from each other by car, the fact that we are both Chinese and share the same surname as well. I just want to let you know you make me happeeeeee when skies are greeeeeey. And with your writing and posts and general hilariousness about your life, work, and even husband :B

Happy Birthday, Lydia!

(I am going to comment on every flist post I have not commented on as of lately tonight. Yeah.)

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Current Mood: happy
Current Music: Come Back To Me - Matsufabulous Matsubrows of the Matsumarvellous Matsuface
15 August 2010 @ 12:27 am
Yeah, this is really what I want to write for my college scholarship application.

The given space is only, I don't know... Limited to 15 Microsoft Word Pages. 

What can I write to make myself wanted?
After 903 words of selling my good points, I still don't think they'll take me.


(192 questions of this thing, and I'm only on the 8th page of the 11 page application form.)
Current Mood: frustrated :|
16 July 2010 @ 12:40 am

Ughh words cannot express how exhausted I am.

Concert Practice, Drama Club, Leo Club and reasons why all I want to do is hibernate for the next year.  )

The other day I had this fantastic dream that I was in Japan again. I looked into the window of a shoplot and realised his guy kept staring and staring at me through the window, so I looked away. Went over to my brother, then an announcement was made in the 'square' where we were, asking for 'the girl in the red jacket to please come to the shoplot immediately'. The announcement was in Japanese but the stuff I've picked up from dramas and amine was enough for me to get it. I was that girl, and I do own the jacket in the dream.

So I went and his woman came out and told me she was a translator for the man I caught staring at me before. Sohe guy started talking and basically, he was like, this producer/director/casting agent for jdramas, and he thought I had a very sincere and honest face that was full if expression, and hat he wanted to cast me in a drama as a leading girl or something. So I was pretty excited and asked what drama, so he said ASHITA NO JOE and I was like, OAO. So I just gasped and nodded and crap because SERIOUSLY? Me, in a drama with Yamapi? LOLS PLEASE. Then he gave me his card and the translator took my number saying they'd call later when things were finalised.

The End.


P/S: I started writing Arashi fanfic. Make that JE fanfic, since its currently Ohno-centric with about two paragraphs of Shige and Junno (WHY, YES I DO LIKE THE WINK UP MESSAGE BOARDS), so yeah. I am tremendously embarrassed by it but at the same time I am exhilarated because I have not written something in AGES, let alone fanfic, so yaaaay. I can't say it's very good, yet I don't think it's bad, per se (MY ENGLISH TEACHER TOLD MY MOTHER I CAN WRITE WELL. But that was on Monday :/), but that might just be me, haha. If I ever want to share it, I'll def need a beta reader though, but who's to say I don't start hating it tomorrow and scrap it completely huh.

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06 July 2010 @ 01:00 am

Who else is just dying to watch this?

Alsoooo, I managed to snag myself a pair of free tickets to watch Katy Perry, Tokio Hotel and Wonder Girls at MTV WORLD STAGE this end of the month :D got them via giveaways at the website and am super happy because I got them on the first try. :)

05 July 2010 @ 12:19 am

I've just gotten back from a trip down to my maternal grabdoarents' place (3 hours away in a different state) 'cause myy mom, broher and I went to celebrate my grandfather's birthday! Happy EIGHTY-NINTH birthday, 公公! May you forever be the most youthful grandfather who loves cheese, ice cream, yoghurt, fruits and candy and still be fit and healthy for the rest of your days :)

Meanwhile, my reactions to hints I have utterly missed and am late to, fandom-wise;

- Wii Party promos! Death death death. Too cute: seriously! And all 5 of then togetherrrrrr~
- TO BE FREE. It is out on the interwebs! He PV that is :) I'm spotted it on YouTube and will watch after I post!

- gasp gasp YOUNGBAE'S NEW ALBUM!! I'm loving it, really. Most of it anyway! Youth I seriously hate I Need a Girl =_= And the music video just give methe conclusion that YG is throwing BB members into plush, posh armchairsI've just gotten back from a trip down to my maternal grabdoarents' place (3 hours away in a different state) 'cause myy mom, broher and I went to celebrate my grandfather's birthday! Happy birthday, and telling them to work it. Read: TOP's Turn It Up and the afformentioned I Need a Girl MV. The only thing I like about it is hat HAH, it's DARA.
- I liked YB's I Need a Girl MV not because he was in it but because Dara and GD were. Leader-sshi will always be my favourite. Also, YG, please throw 2NE1 an album, thanks.

Axis Powers Hetalia
- guy I am so lost on this now. Partialy because it's been ages since I last checked for updates on the webcomic, and because I lost all my bookmarks on where to get the latest stuff online. And I stopped downloading World Series at ep5 D:

- Okay so I really like NMP. Like, really. I like Junno's Love Music and Nakamaru's FILM especially. And have been listening to FILM on replay dkfjldjdkkskajddksl  I expected more out of Kame's, but it was sort of... Strained to me. Idk.
- I WATCHED YOU&JIN FANCAMS. hyajhddhdjshdsk I never hiuht the day would come but I kind if really love him like seriously. And I love Tipsy Love like burning~

Okay, it is late and I am actually sick with the flu, and have to get up at 6am like always for school, so, till next time, lovelies!

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21 June 2010 @ 11:11 pm

I am intensely annoyed because I wrote this helluva long post expresing my feelings for Engelbert Humperdinck and my dad and watching my father's idol, but lj decided to go bitch on me and eat it. I am imensely pissed because I don't think I'll be able to epress my feelings in exactly the same way as I did in he past 1 hour writing that post :/ might try again if a ever have thar time and mind.

Meanwhile, guess what guys?

I passed my Additional Mathematics midterm paper! It may not be a very good pass, in fact just over the pass mark by a bit, but I have never passed his exam, ever. So ecstatic right now. Not jhappy, however, because tomorrow I'll get my Chem and Bio papers back and I most probably failed those. Sigh.

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17 June 2010 @ 01:16 pm

Dear Nino,

I love you lots and lots, thank you for being continuously YOU since the time I got into fandom and forever.

I believe that you still look as young as seventeen, so instead of wishing you happy twenty-seventh birthday, happy tenth celebration of your seventeenth birthday :D

I would post more and include a gigantic picture of you here somewhere but my computer has BSOD-ed and will be forever in my memories ;w;

<3 Sammm.

P/S: I'm here typing out my first post using my new baby iTouch. So this is in honour of Nino's birthday and my first post anywhere using my new iPod. Also, I have decided to call it YatterPod/YaTOUCH! :) Because it has a red silicone cover and I failed a lot of times tryig to get the protective cover off. /fails/

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08 June 2010 @ 06:19 pm
I realize that I've been pretty horrible in terms of actually being online to post entries or comments over the last few weeks, and I'm sorry f-list! I've had mid-year exams, and my maternal grandparents have been around, so the family's been together quite a bit, giving me more time to catch up with my mother's side of the family :D

I was thinking of writing a post entirely about the kind of shit I feel like I've been going through for an insane amount of time, and I really really want to talk to someone about it, my rl bff didn't really respond to me with the most encouraging advice or whatever so yeah. If anyone would like to let stuff out themselves or let me let stuff out to you, hello, I am here for you ♥

I see sadness and some other crap you guys are going through (I've been sifting through about 2 weeks of your updates ♥) so, I DON'T WANT TO ADD ON TO THE SADNESS BY DEVOTING ONE BEEEEG POST TO SADNESS AND DRAMA! So instead! YOU GET AN ARASHI PICSPAM! The pictures all of which are from a very very old folder in my external harddisk that I have not touched for more than a year :D

 Warning : Moderately large pictures ahead.


Current Mood: :DDDDD
Current Music: Lee Hyori - Scandal
22 May 2010 @ 07:41 pm
Everyone gets a meme I'm taking from [ profile] taeminty :D

☂ Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal.
☂ Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
☂ Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!


1. It's beautiful.
2. It's a picture I TOOK MYSELF in Japan last year.
3. It reminds me of my host family.
4. It's one of my more professional looking photographs :D
5. I MISS JAPAN ;____;


AND, if you click "Insert Coin" (or just wait on the Google page for a few seconds) you can actually PLAY the game :DDDDD
And yes, once again, you can play the game. This time Pac Man is controlled using the Up, Down, Right, Left buttons and Miss Pac Man is controlled using the W, S, A, D keys on the keyboard :D
And this is why Google is awesome.
How's everyone doing?
Current Mood: :|
04 May 2010 @ 09:13 pm


Happy Star Wars Day!

May the Fourth be with You!


Meanwhile, everyone in my school is playing Pokemon Yellow on their phones, and I really want it too!
Current Mood: amused
24 April 2010 @ 11:46 pm
 I miss Japan.

Picspam of pictures I took in Japan. Moderately large images. )
All pictures taken by me, only the first is without a light texture.
Current Mood: content
21 April 2010 @ 06:50 pm
Have not had much time to post about anything, but here I am today after a lot of hectic days in the past week.

As of today, being Wednesday, I have successfully completed:
  1. 77 pages of English grammar exercises. I feel smart(er). Do YOU know what a GERUND is?
  2. 2 essays, 1 English and 1 Malay.
  3. 6 Malay Literature and Grammar exercises.
  4. Studied for my Bio monthly test.
  5. Sat for my Bio monthly test. Did, hopefully, quite well :D
  6. Practice for concert.
  7. Sleep early (10.30pm/11.00pm). This is an amazing feat that has not happened for the past two years or something.
Unofficial 8# - Rewatch the anniversary tour dvd on iPod.

Meanwhile, our lead actor in the play has quit. I am upset because he was awesome, had a terrific voice and pretty smooth moves (perfect for a gentlemanly role). Now his understudy has taken over and I DO NOT LIKE HIM + He can't really act well. It's like making do with a cat that has to become a LION and being forced to discard the lioncub you already HAD.

I would like to leave you all with a very nice video/contemporary performance. My school performed their own version of this for Easter Celebration. Our "Jesus" actually wore a big, flowy robe though. I'm not particularly religious (I'm Catholic), but this really made me cry. I hope it manages to touch you too. It really is something beautiful and I felt more than a bit sickened on the day when people were laughing about it.


Meanwhile, I would like to ask if anyone knows a free, good quality and downloadable software for screencapping videos. I used to have one that could take indivisual captions or 10 in one row (perfect for making .gifs) but I forgot what it was called and lost in in my old harddisk. Help me out here, f-list? :D

ALSO, does anyone have a .gif of THE NINO DANCE? I want one pretty badly :D

(discovered after watching it for the 4th time)
Nino's guitar strap in Kotoba Yori mo Taisetsu na Mono is RAINBOW STRIPED.
Current Mood: touched
09 April 2010 @ 11:09 pm
Title stolen from a poem my brother wrote, which was about a cat he met on campus. :D My brother might be 21, but he can still be cute. I miss him. I spent so long on the phone with him last week, our cordless phone ran out of battery D:

I'm exhausted due to school and whatever, but have some stuff I might want to elaborate on and post about when I have more time this weekend:

♦ [Hetalia] Spain's MKC. I saw the word Spain and the first thing I thought if was CHURROS. I'm a bazillion times correct that this is the first food one (or at least Himruya's song producers) would associate with Spain. I feel like eating churros. Mm. There's only ONE churros shop I know of atm, so maybe I can drop by the next time we go to the mall. Also, I love Poland. Have I ever mentioned this? He's one of my favorites.

♦ [NEWS] I want Shige's Troubleman. Now. It starts today. Want want want :D Also, Happy Birthday Yamapi!

♦ [Arashi] ;___; The concert made me cry. I don't remember which song because I watched it 'til 2 in the morning, but I did. Also, SOLO SONGS FTW! I want to write a full spazz report sometime, srsly.

- And Arashi being the gateway to Japan? Japan/Johnny is utilizing their pretty. I watched the News Every report and am glad to say that my Mandarin has not deteriorated to the point that I couldn't make out Aiba's pretty badly mangled "我会把日本的美妙地区同同告诉大家. 让我们在日本相会吧!", which generally means "I will/want to introduce beautiful destinations and places in Japan to all of you. Everyone, let's meet in Japan!".  His pronunciation of "日本" (rì běn, aka Nihon/Japan) is particularly atrocious :D ILU, Aiba ♥ Work haaaaard.

♦ [School] Sports day tomorrow. How boring. Please save me D: I might end up watching 200 Pounds Beauty or Flower Drum Song on my friend's iPod. All I want to do is sleep in and rewatch the concert in bed, but NOOOOO. Also, doubt my house will win. Sadness.

MEANWHILE, today I auditioned for a part in my school's annual concert/stage performance. We're doing Flower Drum Song (Ikr, wtf?). Odd, but true and kind of sad. I really want the part of Mdm Liang though, so I hope I make it :D But the concept of the entire concert doesn't really appeal to me, srsly. Also, both the teachers in charge of casting and "training" (PFFFT) the cast are horrendous and I really don't like them. One of them in particular has made both of my best friends cry. I am NOT amused. I'm glad none of them teach me. Elaboration and a rant to come later.

I feel like listening to Still... :/ Haha. Good night!
Current Mood: bah, humbug
03 April 2010 @ 11:51 pm

You Scored as Aiba Masaki
You're most compatible with Aiba! You know who you are and who you are is someone who isn't very fussy or high maintenance. Aiba seems to prefer someone who's enthusiastic about life and interested in experiencing it - with him, you get a partner in crime.
It's been two years since I've done this;
Nice to know I'm still the same ♥

Aibaaaa ♥
Current Mood: sleepy
27 March 2010 @ 11:28 pm

I am so excited for this movie :D
Thoughts on the promo-pic, Himaruya not doing Arthur's outfit justice, Sealand's MKC, and some Durarara!/Ouran HSHC relations :D )

Meanwhile, I am downloading Matsushita Yuya's discography. He's the guy that sand "trust me", the ending theme to DRRR!! Which I kind of love. Though I love Futari more, but Futari reminds me SO MUCH of Yamapi's Loveless.
Current Music: Matsushita Yuya - trust me
Current Mood: :D
22 March 2010 @ 10:17 pm

Happy Fourth Anniversary! I have not gotten extremely into you all just yet, but you are all pretty amazing in your own ways.

Kame: HAHAHAHA. I'll probably laugh at you them most from now on. I just. Idk. I think you're hilarious but you're not one of my favourites.

Jin: I think you're pretty hot. THERE, I ADMITTED IT :D I used to think and still do think you're pretty wannabe-ish, but I'm not saying I don't like you that way. And you're constant bitchface makes me laugh, ALL THE TIME.

Junno: You're my favourite :DDDD AND I LAUGH AT YOUR JOKES OKAY. I don't know what else to say other that you're gorgeous and I need to love on you more.

Koki: I have no clue what to say about you, but you're really funny. Being somewhat gangsta works for you. Though, I still can't actually listen to your rap without laughing, but we're getting there :D

Ueda: jalsjalsjkljh I think you're pretty amazing cute with lots of talent :D And your hips really scare me >___> I also think it's amazing that you can box :D

Nakamaru: I LOVE YOU. You're pretty much a bundle of under-appreciated awesome and whenever I watch countdown or your concerts, I more or less only notice YOUR uchiwas in the crowd :D I DON'T KNOW WHY.
11 March 2010 @ 08:29 pm
Happy Lithuanian Independence Day!


rawr. yes, lithuania is that guy on the right and poland is on the left, and I love them both :D

Bio and Civics tomorrow, Leo Camp after. Talk to you guys on Saturdaaaay!
Current Mood: blah
01 March 2010 @ 09:15 pm

*flails* But I don't think I'll be able to get my brother to order it for me. ;___; Oh well. Downloads maybe? Or check in with high hopes at the local music stores :/

Meanwhile, I got this text after dinner just now:

"I turned to the History Channel and it said Arashi.
Apparently it was a Japanese warboat in WWII."

HA. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ILU, LIK MY FRIEND. :D This is my GUY friend alright. Who sat with me and my bff Kimi in Burger King and was educated about JE Relations as written on the back of our paper menu.

Won't be around as much as I like, exams next week, but a week of term holidays after :3
Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: Futari - Matsushita Yuya
28 February 2010 @ 07:51 pm
Title: Axis Powers Hetalia: Allied Forces Ice Cream
Author/Artist: [ profile] mayhemagenta 
Character(s) or Pairing(s): The Allied Forces; America, England, France, China, Russia :D
Rating: G.
Warnings: Sketchy pencil-ey lines. Um. Something born out of Boredom?
Summary: The Allied Forces. On an ice cream cone. ♥


Click; because America is waiting to be a hero. )
Comments welcome ♥ !
Current Music: Maru Kaite Chikyuu [Poland Ver.] - Poland
Current Mood: artistic